...alright...
...it's nth right now...
...everything is going to be alright now...

...let's concentrate on my examination now...

...i dont want lose...

...Add math...
...got to be do more practice frm now on...

...Physics...
...try my best to understand it...

...Chemistry...
...hv to do more practice on calculation & rmbr some of it...

...Moral...
...still duno hw is the technique to ans the Q...
...try my best tooo...

...BM...
...tatabahasa...

...others i think i can handle it...


...after Mid year exam...

...i'm going to travel!!! ^^ ...

...after travel...

...got to be more hardwork on piano's theory...

...never pick on theory exam b4...

...skipped it to Grade 5 straightly...

...worrying...

...conclusion...

...3 words...

TRY MY BEST ON EVERYTHING

...好乱...

...好烦...

...当我看到那封信息时...

...完全是吓到了...

...眼睛很热...

...很烧...

...因为我真的不想再向这些事了...

...我也真的不想再说那些残忍的话...

...我真的不知该怎么回复 R...

...而且...

...我知道...

...以 R 的性格来讲...

...是很安静的...

...而且我们也很少说话...

...而且我也知道...

...他确实是鼓起很大的勇气来告诉我这些的...

...我也从来没想过 R 既然会那么勇敢说出来...


...感情的事...

...我越来越怕了...



原来...

...人类也有难以说出口的词...



...我到底该怎么办??...

....越来越不喜欢自己了....


...讨厌迟钝的我...

...讨厌懒惰的我...

...讨厌愚蠢的我...

...讨厌感情用事的我...

...讨厌一点都不狡猾的我...

...讨厌过于单纯的我...

...真的真的很讨厌自己...

3 more weeks to go!!!!!

i'm going to suicide withing these 3 weeks...
cuz...
is going to EXAM!!!!

-PHSYSIC
-ADD.MATH
-CHEMISTRY

others i tink i can handle it...
but these 3!!!!
GEEZ...

i hv to stop to wtch drama now!!!
='(
if nt i'll be the last one or lose many ppl...

i dun wan to lose my frens!!!!

SO!!!
STOP TO BE LAZY NOW!!!

a SUCKS' day...

haih...
duno whr can i start to type now...

before recess nt reli unhappy...
at least i've some of smily faces...

after recess...
elaine told me ''he jz found me and told me everything..."
my face straight =(

i dont want to be cruel actually...
tat's why i duno hw to reply him...
tat's d reason made me so down...

and u knw wt??
he promised me those words...
he never do it!!
none of it!!

how could i trust him again??
how could we couple bck as last time??

my heart is definitely die frm him...

SEJ period...

GOD DAMN IT!!!
i cant get it why everyone's talking abt "love"s topic??

maybe cuz of tiredness, sickness...
lied on table...
ppl tat who surrounding me keep talking abt "love" or "like"
my eyes went to blur...
sheding...

luckily no one mention it...

i'm trying to focus in sej period actually...
but??...
"THX" JESUS!!!
cant make it...

Physics lab...

its jz left me the only one who sitting thr...
i duno its true or not la...
TM come n sit beside me...
n ask me why i'm so down and like so sad today...
den he say is it cuz of D??

lolx...
how he knw? ==''

den he told me...
dont keep thinking abt it den u wont unhappy dy...

not i wan to tink abt it actually...
it jz POP it out automatically!!!

i'm reli reli tired of these...
i swear i dont want to tink abt couple anymore...
unless i chge my mind someday...

thx to korean drama...
and thx to TM...
whn it automatically comes out...
i keep pushing it away...
i'm better after these...
=]

I"m sick now!!! T^T

BUT!!!
thx for my sorethrougt & flue...
i has an excuse for nt going to attend the sukan tara for 3 days dy!!
^^

and also but,...
i'm kinda uncomfortable in keep sneezing too...
T^T...

who the heck is cursing me now?!?!
XD

i tink is causing by the weather la...

take care ya!!

第一次运动都那么开心，不过当然有点累^^

拜日跟家人去FRIM爬山....

hehe...
妈咪爬不到一半, 就开始看到星星了....
他晕倒真个人抱着那棵树....
不过我有点吓到的是, 他的脸白道!!!!

休息了很久才好很多....
爸爸讲不要继续往上爬了....
所以就terbalik走回下去....

后来我们就jog而已....
我开始喜欢来这里运动了...
知道为什么吗??

hehe....
因为当我跑累了, 就网上看那些高大的树...
高高的树 + 太阳的光...

它们就好像在告诉我不要停, 不要放弃, 要坚持走下去...
这样你才可以达到你的目的....

累了就慢慢来解决问题...
因为这世界上是没有不可能的事的....

输了或难过了就休息一下...
第二天就必须更加努力，告诉自己以要比昨天更好的心情来解决问题....

main point 就是....只要你坚持，什么事都做得到....

高高的树 + 太阳的光 + 晴朗的天空 = 心情好!!! ^^

that's why i like to exercise in the early morning...

after exercise,
已把所有烦恼的事都丢掉，继续努力往前走咯!!!

~*^^*~