M.A.R.V.E.L.L.O.U.S Chels

these days i was very bz of my "books"...
coz trial exam is coming...
so i hv to work more hard...

n coz of ths...
i'd colded my lao gong...
bt at least i gt cht v u rite??
afte i'd done...
sure i'll find u...

u mad of me again...
i oso felt some sry abt tht...
bt day over day...
time over time...
i'm getting anxious abt my result...

coz of my sej till nw i still cant get confident on it....
coz of my geo till nw can say my whole form3 oso duno wts happening on it...
so i hv to solve ths all prob den i still wont keep worrying ths things...

i saw many ppl in d class starting very hard to prepare deir examination...
made me more anxious...

so i cant jz leave it my prob go n ply or wt...
thrs not enough time for me anymore...

day after day jz letting me more worry abt it...

u said i dint care abt u...
u said i dint cht v u after i came bck frm hometown...

u knw why??
coz we'd nt enough time...
dont u felt any nervous or worry on yr pmr??
do u wan everyday keep plying like dis??
u wan yr sej or geo or others sbj keep dropping like dis??

if i'm nt care u anymore den hw can i everyday worrying yr result too??
sometimes whn i dint cht v u coz of i'm studying or wt...
after tht i sure come n cht v u...

bt like today...
after jian hua explained finish sej to me...
i go n sit bside u...
bt u jz cht v me few words...
i felt some bored...
nth to do...
den i saw khar yi drawer gt sej book...
den i borrow frm her n read while...
n ask her some quest...

coz of tht time i was feeling bored nth to do...
den still dun waste d time jz sitting dere n dreaming...
so i jz read while...

whn i sitting dere
u oso dun hv talk v me...

haih....
really coz of my fault...
i dint balance btw reading..
mayb its n u...

n sry made u so unhappy ths days...
i'll manage my time well...
sry lao gong...